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Nista

I have nothing to say but, my life is Good for any other month. Crappy for the spirit of December and the only really good thing is this new robe and my winter Jacket. LET IT SNOW!!!!

This Break was a Break

Most of the time when we have a break from the holidays or for some school related reasons I am bummed and depressed because, their is nothing to do at home and just a waste of time. This year it was different, it was relaxing. Wednesday sucked because, my mom made us get up early (at 9) to clean the house for Thanksgiving the Next day but, it was worth it because, Thanksgiving was awesome. I saw my cuz I have not seen in ages and my whole family together again. It seems we never get to do that but, towards the end of the year. Than on Friday as annoying as my cousin was I had a lot of fun shopping. It was crazy to wake up a 2:45 for only two things I needed but, it was worth it, not only did I get the stuff I needed but, I also got to spend time with my grandma. Than their was after shopping when I came home, read a chapter of my book and fell asleep, I woke up an hour later to eat, and to go back in my warm bed to read and watch Harry Potter in the background but, found myself asleep once again for the rest of the day. Saturday was great because, just me and my mom got our tree since the boys were to busy and we got myself a robe like I have been hoping for and we spend some time together which was great. Than I came home to watch a movie and fall asleep once again to reading my book which led to a scary movie for a nightmare, 2 guys killed 2 of my friends and was after me. That left me waking up freaked out. We went to church that morning a usual and I watched UP, Hotel for dogs, I read 1 Chapter of my book early (to stop nightmares) and watched "The Dog who saved Christmas, followed by Brothers and Sisters. It was great. Freaky dream again about my book and Brothers and Sisters together but, it is a funny story to tell. I can tell today will be boring because, I am not with my family all today. Most of them are doing their own thing and I don't like that but, tomorrow is December. My favorite month of the year!!!! Its all good. I did exactly what I wanted this break. Take a break and relax, be warm

" Gimme a break, gimme a break; gimme a break for that KIT KAT BAR!!!!"

I know it is a little late for a early holiday but,

HAPPY BLACK FRIDAY!!!!

New Moon

My cousin last year wrote a blog about Twilight. I personally this year am going to write a review on New Moon because, I found it well enough to even be reviewed by me.

I saw Twilight in theaters. I was not planning to but, my friend asked me so I did. I did not think I would like it at all but, after I saw it I decided to read the books because, everyone was always talking about them. The only part I truly liked in the movie was the baseball part which I indeed got obsessed with.

I skipped probably 10 chapters in New Moon; I skipped Twilight because, I did not want it to ruin the movie and I only skipped 2 Chapters in my favorite of the saga, Eclipse. Though I heard about the fourth book, I decided to not read it because, it sounds obscured and I don't like Edward. In my opinion...., too clingy. The best movie I saw probably all year would have to be eclipse. I am guessing it was so much better than the first because, of the new director but, I personally think what made it the best for me was that Edward was not in it so much BUT, it was still awesome. I changes. It is crazy how soon they are shooting these things but, it just makes me more excited.

If you go see a movie my advice to you is even though you may end up like me, three rows from the front all the way over to the left, the movie is still something worth its $5.50. You may not think you like it but, I saw the worst one so far and ended up liking it.

My favorite part is with Jacob...., and if you saw the movie and are thinking what I know you probably are than all I have to say is "yea".

Some Cheerful advice though. Don't drink 10 minutes before the movie or during because, it sucks having to leave in the middle so you can concentrate on the movie, instead of peeing your pants!!!!

Things To Remember to make it in life.:

1. Math Sucks, As do Fractions
2. Cake Boss IS Boss
3. Gangstas are EVERYWHERE
4. There are always good people who do bad things.
5. Freshiez can always give you a good laugh.
6. Neva stop being yourself no matter how many people make fun of you.
7. There is indeed more perverted than Kenny
8. Say no if someone asks you if you like Fish Stix
9. Forgien boys are not afraid to show they like American Boys
10. Never say you thought a movie about the holocauset was good.
11. Always look and make sure a chair is under you butt when you sit down.
12. Never draw a smiley face on your Swine Flu Mask.
13. Don't Text While Behind the Teachers Desk.
14. Your not supposed to squeak the squeaker toys IN the store
15. When your in the store don't mess with the Ipods with sensor attached
16. People who think they are vampires think they are fitting in.... they arn't
17. Don't try to see if you have cancer by placing your hand over your face.
18. Don't talk to Pete because, he won't stop talking even if stop talking to him.
19. Dogs mouths are not cleaner than a humans.
20. Dog treats are meant for dogs!!!! Trying one is differant from eating a whole bag. Hence the name DOG treats
21. Popcorn is not meant to be dipped in Milk.
22. The proper name for Milk is in fact MILK NOT Mulk
23. Don't give John's Candy away.
24. Cats don't like dogs. They do however enjoy if the dog is smaller than them.
25. 50% of the time when someone is being funny it is not because it comes naturally.
26. Never Dis people who have agendas
27. Cats don't like water.
28. Reply to someone who is talking to you.
29. If you are taking pictures of your neighbors at the end of YOUR driveway it is still Stalking.
30. Don't tell anyone how far you THINK something is inless you no for SURE!!!!
31. You can't say "ballz" anymore without someone laughing at you.
32. Not everyone has a butt hole.
33. Shelby Loves Abby more than Ashley
34. Wizards, witches, Vampires and Werewolves are not real.
35. Don't act smart, when you stupid your funny.
36. Never say something that is a secret infront of Pete's friend.
37. Canadian people smell good.
38. Their are way better places to be than Memphis but, I should enjoy it while I am here.
39. It is not best to poke an angry person
40. Killing people will never be right so don't keep telling yourself that if it was you would kill them.
41. If you are under 4'10 and 13 or older you are concidered a midgit.
42. Obama will not change America, in a good way at least.
43. The whale ate the Fish.
44. Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it but, only you can feel the true warmth.

Choir

Everything that is in my day happens in Choir. Latley it has been bad but, hopefully it will get better since I finally got that stupid solfesh (I think that is how you spell it). Today is ok so far besides the fact that I am hungry and my butt hurts from the girl behind me pulling my chair out. Other than that it is all good. OH the German forgein exchange student is getting on everyones nerves by chasing boys around the room and touching my Ex. (I hope for his sake that him being touched like that is uncomfortable). Tommorow will be great because, it is Friday the 20th. Meaning: The weekend; my friends and New Moon. The only thing I am not excited about it waking up early to sing for people on Saturday. GRRRRRR!!!!! My butt hurts soooo badly. Shoe Switch today, Zack took my shoes and I took his shoes, than he took abby shoes and gave her my shoes. LOL you get that. I am confusing but, it you break it down and are really good a puzzles I am sure you will figure it out. Not to mention I almost missed the bus this morning like everyone else at our stop but, the lord was looking out for us and let us make it because, if we missed we had no ride to school. I hope it will get better and I can get my math done.
Today I have learned: Their are lots of Gangstas in Austrilla. Can you says "Dats Koo" or "Dats the Shiz" in an Austrillan Accent????

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HEY THIS IS JOSH UMMM YA IDK WHAT 2 SAY SO BYE :)

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My life is wonderful because, I met Josh New. He made my life so....

This path

I am taking this direction
I am taking this way
I am choosing to be myself
I will walk all day
I don't know where I am going

I don't know what I left behind.
I just know that I am moving.

Seeking something to find.
I will see the world in one big piece
My future starts now as I am moving my feet.
I am on a journey
I am finding my beginning.
People will not pass me.
For once I will be pass them.
The people I meet along the way are just bistandards
The people who follow as they find me are my friends
The one who holds me as I walk and cry for what I left behind is apart of me
The ones who continue to walk with me will continue to walk threw my life.
This path will take me to new heights
This path will take me to my new life
Salvation is awaiting for me and my friends at the end of our travels
Glory is at the end of these bricks
Freedom remains something I have as I walk
We aren't stopping or taking breaks
We are walking in tell we find what we are looking for....
We don't know in tell we make it down,
This path is what I travel upon.
This path is new for me.
This ol' path has given more than just me a journey.

How do you think I would of found this ol' Path????

Why from the people whos future I am apart of.

Their futures started where I walk now.

On this Ol' Path of Faith

That leaves me with no worry

For Tommorow....,

I walk threw a journey.

Forget It

Forget the last blog. What aggravates me is his desperation. The fact he has a girlfriend now who ironically sits right next to me in choir.
One of my best friends are mad at me because, I did absolutely nothing wrong and just wanted to know what is going on in his life
My bestest friend who was indeed that for ALWAYS making me laugh has lost the seance of humor that once made me survive high School and now, he barley makes me laugh.
I watch the wonderful things in the world and all I have come up with is:
American boys.... Forget them.

GRRRR.... School

OK so today....

Sorry Thursday, Missed school. Friday..., missed school. N1H1 shots at school; moms and I are germafobics now.

As I don't have a relationship 2 of my few best friends who are brother and sister found someone to be in a realationship with. What I wonder is: Does he think about me the way I think about him????

Does he wish we were still together and the one thing that really frustrates me is I see him everyday and notice the greatest things but, I don't think he notices me.... That bugs me. I mean he obviously knows that I am there. I see him everyday. He know that I am in that class and all I can do is hope that he looks and sees that I am their. It is just a curious thing I suppose that I figure everybody must do. I don't think he sees it though. I just wish I could see him more.... GRRRR... School... and the people in it too!!!!

Teenage life

Be a kid while you can is what they ALWAYS tell you. We need time to be teenagers. Honestly I don't know whats its like to be a teenager. I have no place to go and no one to go with. Every night we get bounded with homework and on top of it chores. It is not always easy and the only time you are really ever free is in the summer but, you always know it is gonna come harder when it is time to go back. It just sucks looking at it. I guess enjoy it now because, when you are and adult in the real world the only way you can get a summer off is if you are a teacher. It sucks. I wish I was done already. Teachers must of been losers if they didn't know how we feel when getting homework. It sucks. So did today.

This week

This week has been awesome to say the least. Monday was just the best Monday ever. Most people hate Mondays while I am the one whose favorite day is Monday. I am not a fan of Thursdays and Tuesdays. They are just to close to the beginning and end. Wednesdays I can deal with though.

It started with Monday. That was a fun day in Choir class. I don't quite remember what happened exactly but, it was awesome.

Tuesday I was just happy. We had a sub in Choir so we did not do much but, me and my mom and brother ate out and it felt good to sit down in a meal with them. It felt memorable.

Wednesday the morning was aggravating but, well worth it. After getting up at my usual 5;30 to get ready i received a text from my friend Josh asking if his power was out. I told him no but, seeing that he lived in town that probably meant the school too. I had hurried that morning to make sure I got everything ready on time and to look good to find out that of course we had a 2 hour delay and 2 hours later that school was cancelled. Anger arose in me because, I could not fall back asleep and my mom had ordered us to clean our rooms for the day. The greatly enough my mom asked if I wanted to go to the mall. So we went shopping for my party and I got to drive. AWESOME!!!!

Thursday was just a great day and, i had absolutely no reason to be happy. My relationship came to an end because, of the problem with seeing him once a day and only talking twice since we go together. I still liked him but, I just could not as my friend says call him my boyfriend but, not talk to him. I just didn't want me to feel like I sinned when I don't talk to my boyfriend. That is an obligation.

Friday was great. We missed 6Th hour because, of a hobo assembly that I laughed during with Abagail because, of the sharing of one seat. After that she came home with me after school and we had my party. Even though it was raining the 9 people that showed up had a lot of fun karaoke and all.

Saturday was cool too because guess what, another party and more karaoke.

It was a blast. I love to have the friends I have. I can't help but, always think of that "just friend" now but, I will get over it. I just want all his attention I suppose.

How he is

I watch him. Not in a creepy way but, enough to know him like I do. He is funny but, he can be so gental. He is the one that I would want to walk down the isle with. He makes me laugh at the same time he can make me cry. than he can be so sweet. He holds me when I cry and tells me how sorry he is when he hurts me. That is how he is. He is cute and is always smart in everything he does. He knows when it is time to be serious and he thinks everything threw. I can trust him and a great friend. More than I can trust anyone. I can talk to him about anything. It is great to have someone who does so much for me. I just wish I could do the same for him. He is a great friend and person. Someday he will be a great husband and a fantastic father. His compasion is great and, whenever someone is hurt he puts himself in their position, helping them threw the things they never thought they could get threw. He is awesome. I imagine his future. He does great things. He is a lawyer, a doctor, whatever he dreams of. I know he can make it. My faith is strong towards him and God. I will always love him in my heart. We are not meant for each other but, this is what I have always looked for. Someone that will take my life somewhere. Make me laugh everyday; help me threw the crisis of our lives; hold me to cry when something happens and someone who will make it to all his son's baseball and soccer games and all his daughters dance resittles and band preformances.

He may not know it but, I watch him and, I see him get so happy over things and I can't help it but, have a smile slowly grow upon my face. It makes me happy. He may have a hard time now but, I can read him by looking at him. As our lives are just begining, I could tell the minute I met him...., his life started before I ever saw the brightness of his eyes... Thats just how he is.

What I wanted was to talk...., What I got was a relationship!!!!

Ok so yesterday was the Marching Band Festival. We rode their in an RV of all things while the other people were crammed in a Car. It was pretty kewl. So we got their and I froze my toes off. Although it was really kewl to see what the other schools had that we needed, such as capes!!!! It started off as a headache and the usual me had. I planned on taking an Excedrin when I was at home before I left but, I only remembered when I picked up my neighbor that I forgot to take one for the ,at the time, small headache. Than of course the music made the little headache get bigger and the motor home made the stomach get sick. On the edge of thinking the best thing to do would die, I thought again. I could not take one more bad thing going on with me but, it kept coming. Of all things stuff started to stop. I kept saying that everything would be alright. I was wrong. I snapped. Of all people at my best friend.The things said were retched. Not between us but, all that I had to say. She said nothing but, took in the pain I gave. It was excruciating after I thought about what I said and after realizing I hurt person I have with me all the time the most. I could not believe it. I just got worse when pressure of being asked out was put on me. We were on the RV when it was said that everyone was getting a girlfriend tonight but, he wasn't. Than ANNA had to say something such as "I know someone who would go out with you. She is in this room" That's when it was started. The conversation was brought up about the previous Question that everyone was waiting for me to answer for 2 weeks. Would I go out with him???? It was a hard decision. It started with the question why I would not. I don't remember what I said but, it made the next thing that he said "the suspense is killing me" I don't know if he has yet to realize it but, it is more suspense for the person answering the question, the nerves and everything else. The pros the cons. It is a frustrating thing life. I made the one person I cared about the most in the world very upset and I told I guy "yes" and I have not talked to him once today. One of the cons. Only 1 class together and no time to be with in 4 inches of one another. It sucks I would have to say with a variety of other things. Not knowing if I like the person and not wanting to talk to them because, awkwardness overrides the respect for being courageous and having fun. The fact is my fear is loosing a friend. Having everything end all at once. The close relationship as more than friends I can end without a tear but, when it comes to ending a friendship that was closer than anything....., I can't take the pain that goes with that. The depression the forms and the hatred that builds. It hurts. I can't deal with that and everyday seeing someone I would rather have. Thinking of what I am. If I am hurt in anyway by what someone has done...., I hurt them 10x worse. That does not make me feel good.

I loved talking to him. The endless hours that made me laugh. The chances I got because, of the opportunities I took. I enjoyed every moment that I got to say hi, tell a joke, make fun of each other and enjoy every time one another smiled. It is great. Now things are odd. The things I wanted to laugh about are no longer funny. I am not one for relationships I suppose. I don't every know what do or say. How to start a conversation or how to be myself around people. I need help. Lord may things get better. I have run to a dilemma and, I am stuck!!!! Everyday I let my emotions out by letting out a cry. The truth is I want someone to hug me when I am crying but, I don't know what do when someone I hurt is crying. All I wanted was to talk to him. Like him and get to know him. Next thing I know I am going out with him and have not talked to him since the day we talked without being "together"

All I wanted was that talk that made me think of him, I did not exactly want him yet.

Right now start.

In PC class. Got to go. I will finish maybe when I get home from practice!!!!

Life at the moment

Hey guys waz up!?!?!?!? I decided since I was in the moment I will write a blog. I have nothing much to say but, Hello. I hope high school is doing better for you if you are still in it and if not I hope the same but, with the real world. I have 4 guys who like me for sure. At least they told me. So far I don't think I like any of them but, maybe 1. I need to find things to say to the wonderful and eventful things guys have to say to me. I love life and I hope that at some point I will be able to talk to them all everyday with at the least a hi. For now I have to say I have a great day, a terrible day and oddly enough today was a O.K day. Honestly Choir and the morning determine it all. I hope my life gets better. It is great because, of the lord right now. I had a hym stuck in my head all day. He blessess me everyday. I hope I smile more. I need to smile more. Last year was great. I am hoping this year gets better. So far the only thing keeping me happy is the memories that I have forever. With the friends I love. Forgive me Josh. 

Today.... The 6th.

Ok I tertermend it today. I am pretty sure I like him now. Life is so hard. It really is. I think I realized how much I liked him when I figured out that he wanted to ask another girl out. Things can just suck in High School. If I jus had a boyfriend in the first place I would not be in this situation. I love my shorts, I love my Rolez; I love my music; I love my nose; and I love life.

Problem.... Solution.

I had a problem. My problem was that I did not want to turn down this guy who asked me out. I did not answer because, I did not know what to say. It was not hard to ignore him because, he was only in 1 of my classes that we are not allowed to talk in. So he wrote me a note asking why I would not go out with him. So I told him the truth. It was to my knowledge at the moment because, I did not know him well enough. Than I asked why he wanted to go out with me. He than gave me a very good answer I will not write on the international web. So I wrote him back and he never wrote me back. It has been driving me crazy why he won't talk to me. I just can't stop thinking about it. My problem is he won't talk to me. My solution...., talk to him. I don't know what to say but, I try. The greatest thing is we talked on Friday. It was awesome. I kinda got a cold shoulder from him today. It seems he will talk to me just not in the eyes. He will say something but, simply look straight ahead and keep walking. It is driving me nuts. Again my problem : I did not know what to say. Solution: Not quite sure yet. Problem 2: He won't talk to me Solution 2: Find something to say to him. Problem3: I did not know how to shoot him down. Soulution3: He stopped liking me. New problem... I think I like Him!!!!

Blog 200

YEA!!!! This is blog 200. Yesterday was homecoming day. Tonight was homecoming night. To say the least it was pretty sucky. My not-even coach would not let me change my shoes for our half time show; the half of my guard that made "Tryouts" sucked A out their on the field and embaressed us. That was what happened. It was not really good adding the fact that my brother was pushed into a puddle at the game as well. Other than that homcoming was a blast with the people that were their. It was awesome. I love the games. I won a hug contest (not matter what Jordan says)
The dance was not as good as last year. That made it pretty bad since last year was a blast. They played 3 slow songs and on thoes three I danced with 2 people I did not want to dance with. I was so upset. That was not good and F.Y.I I suck at dancing. That was my night.
The upside.... This is blog 200!!!!

Thank-you

Today was the best day ever!!!! Not only was it purple day and I was decked out in purple but, it was a great day truly. Especially Choir since we got a break from singing and we just got to be free!!!! Now the one last thing that is my worry is BEATING THE JOUNIORS!!!!

So thank-you to all of you who made me laugh and to The Man Upstairs because, without his praise this smile would not have been on my face.

Latley

Sometimes I miss your smile. I go to school everyday and watch you threw the halls. You make others laugh but, I am all alone. Everytime you smile it makes me laugh; the times you do nothing I just crack. I couldn't take it cause you made my laugh go wild. I have not laughed in forever and I know I shouldn't see you but, I miss the way you talked to me and made my laugh go as far as a mile. On the way home; randomly in class; I laugh so hard my life could go by so fast, I miss your smile.

I can't go a day without thinking about you. You being in my class dosen't help too. I know I don't know you well at all but, When I see your face I just can't help but, almost cry. You make me go wild. I feel like mush. I wanna talk to you so badly I feel like i'm being crushed. A day without your face a second without that stupid little laugh and the things in the past boy I think I'd crash. I just feel like I will just burst if you don't talk to me at last. I miss the life that was worth while. I want to see that small little smile aimed at me maybe just once in a while.

I feel like I am lost cause you always looked bumed. You don't make me laugh no more and it makes me feel dumb. I need the pain to go. I need to be rid right now. Make me day better make it feel less grum. I feel like I could screm I feel like I could cry because, it ain't the same as before, i'm not gonna lie. School ain't worth the while. I just want you to laugh in mid scentence; just tell a random joke. Give me a sign not a sad look. Help me out with my life that feels like a bust. Make it go away what I feel inside. You lost your Smile.

I know you try to make me laugh, your happy all the time. You make funny looks, I may smile but, I am glum inside. you put up with my complaining. You help me with my homework on your time. You listen to my stories; act like you care about my dreams. I know that you are tryin to help me and, I am really hard to please. Thank-you for being their all the time. I thank-you for your smile.

Last year was great we had alot of fun. You were funny, made me laugh but, now your just a slum. Your always sad, it makes me depressed too. Life is hard and so are you. Their is not a way around. I have already tried. I look at your face and for you I wanna cry. I feel bad cause of what I say that probaly help hurt your day but, the truth is its because, I don't exactly know what to say. You feel like everyones against you like a trial. Please Please Smile.

Why do you do this to me I try try try. So far this year I have only had 4 laughs and 24 smiles. That ain't alot especially since last year was a memory that is in my head like a file. Man I just want to laugh everyday and always own a great big smile. Latley I have lost the meaning of a smile.

Just make me smile.

The Game of Mi Life

O.K sorry about the last blog. I was gonna write something than, I decided that I did not really want to but, instead of pressing enter to move down I published it so sorry bout that if it makes any sense.

Today felt like an OK day. It felt normal in a great way. The difference between today and any other day so far this year.... Not sure. Maybe because, I was TOTALLY matching today and I got a lot of comments on my socks...., yes socks. We did not watch a whole hour of a boring movie; have the thoughts I have had lately; I played with swords; and had not homework PLUS the fact that the kid behind me in math class was gone for 75% of the time. It made me happy. That and no talk from my friend today about other things we usually have to talk about. Today is my free day. This weekend is my freedom. Monday is practice but, believe it or not I enjoy it and the fact it is spirit week and, boy is it gonna be fun!!!! The best week EVER!!!! To top off today my cousin that stayed the night in June last finally gets to stay after ASKING and ASKING and ASKING.

Now drama.....

Nothing real dramatic happened in school today. It was actually drama free in tell my "buddy" in color guard got snotty and started complaining. Other than that things were cool.

Yesterday was pretty dramatic though but, it was so dramatic that this is a break. Thank-you to my wonderful lord. I am content with what I have but, sometimes it can become just a wee bit too much.

Life is awesome. I might not know it very well and sometimes may question it but, It is great.

Some people may call it love at first site. It may be a stranger that I fell in love with when I first looked at it but, I can feel though it will have challenges it looks like fun and it is beautiful!!!! But, I have to stay immature in my kid ways.

Oh Lordy. Guys are so hard core complicated!!!!

Where will life lead me???? I will find out as I spend more time with it. I just need to give it more time. Life is a game so...., roll the dice and move your spaces. Go to college or get a job. Live it, Love it, appreciate it. Relate songs to life and love your friends and family.

This is it.

Hard Days, Long Nights....

After I get home from school I usually have flags. When I don't however I am at home working out or just thinking about school. I love to come home on thoes stressful days where you just don't wanna think about anything from the day and I just go for a ride on my dirt bike. It feels great to just have me relax and just let my frustration out on the speed of my bike. The truth is that my mom tells me I need to handle things like an adult when what I really want to do is...., NEVER grow up. It seems my attitude so far this year leads me to the fact I am maturing but, right now I want to have fun in high school. Though I can't think of anyway but, to go back to Freshmen year. So I have come to the conclusion that I highly doubt I will ever grow up anymore than I have. I forever talk in class; draw stupid pictures; YEs listen to the Jonas Brothers and the occasional Hannah Montana but, that is how I am being a kid. Singing in the hair brush or imagining my wedding of my dreams or my first kiss. I still have an imagination when it comes to being a super hero and being the most popular in class. What I figure is when you loose your imagination you loose all of your fun all together. I wanna be the funny one who is outgoing instead of shy (working on that). And while some people say it is likley that losers will grow up to be millionares I think...."I won't be a millionare, I am gonna be the fun one...., I am gonna be a soccer player, president or a clown." The truth is when someone says you shouldn't be friends with them because, they are immature I say that makes them a better friend than anyone. Forever I want to laugh with my friends Josh, Abby, Kyle and Zack and ride the bus to school just to think of driving. I wanna still not leave my mom at the store when she wants to me meet her afterwards because, I am scared of getting lost and, I don't like to talk to people outside of my group of friends especially, teachers or store associates without a friend near by. It is not being stuck up, it is just me being me. I don't like to talk to certain people in my school because, I am afraid that they hate me and, when someone I like asks me out than I am scared to answer incase they are playing a joke on me. My advice to you is to stay immature. To do stuff that is stupid now as a teenager so you can enjoy life. Act stupid; Dress silly and my favortie have the stupid spirit I know all you have inside. That is what I do. So though my Days are hard because, of the descsions I have to make and, the hearts I have to break adding my long nights that seem to last forever and a day, I have to say this is the last year I stop maturing...., I forever Immature and...., it feels SOOOO good.

JOSH N. IS FRICKEN AWESOME!!!!
This is for my best friend....
Josh N is my buddy and like a brother. Though Goofy and sometimes acting more immature than I am with his funny faces and noises he can not only get me in trouble in class but, make me laugh on my worst days. His RICHMOND, Armada and St.Clair friends are lucky to have him to hang out with EVERY weekend (except the weekend of the 23rd). My most popular friend (even with my parents) JOSH N is someone you can always count on to make a big deal about being called ugly in a joke as well as to always be the laugh of the room. I am sorry I could not write a whole 3 paragraph blog about him but, I can only do so much and I think my cancer letter kinda makes up for this. So hopefully he reads this other wise I will have wasted quite a bit of time on this blog here. Because of Josh, I get to stay as immature as I am. The Non-stop laughing not only makes my gut hurt but, makes the days pain go away (wow that was DEEP!!!!) So here is to Josh.N. Me and the Richmond peoplez friend. Happy????

Mi - lone some self

This is a message to all the teenagers that just got into High School. Being a Teenager can suck. Especially when a descision depends on the feelings of you and...., others. The Drama overwhelms you and popularity of differant kinds crush you. And to make the situation worse is when the news spreads and people put on presser by simply wanting to know more.

Summer Nights - Rascal Flatts

Come on ladies
It's time to pop that top
And fellas, I know you're ready to rock
We went crazy cooped all winter long
And school is out, so let's get it on
Flip flop tans and some white sand
I know the perfect spot
Well the sunset better set soon
So we can get in the mood
Things start getting all heated up
When it starts getting cool, yeah
Summer nights
Everybody, are you with me?
Let that igloo cooler mark your piece of paradise
Summer nights
Everybody's feeling sexy
Holler if you're ready for some summer nights
Come on.
Oohhh, oh yeah yeah.
Now fellas, you better watch your step
Don't let them teeny french bikinis
Make you loose your breath
Back to the ladies
Ya'll keep doing ya'lls thing'
Cause everything about you makes me wanna scream
The sun is getting low
There it goes, here we go
Here comes the moon, yeah.
Things start getting heated up
When it starts getting cool, yeah
Summer nights
Everybody, are you with me?
Let that igloo cooler mark your piece of paradise
Summer nights
Everybody's feeling sexy
Holler if you're ready for some summer night
WhoaOooh
It's a party down in Padre
Big bonfire on the beach
It's Coronas in Daytona y'all.
Well it's wild and it's free
Summer nights
Everybody, are you with me?.
Let that igloo cooler mark your piece of paradise
Summer nights.
Everybody's feeling sexy
Holler if you're ready for some summer nights
Come on
Summer nights
Everybody, are you with me?
Let that igloo cooler mark your piece of paradise
Summer nights
Everybody's feeling sexy
Holler if you're ready for some summer nights
Yeah, oh are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
For some summer nights.
Yeah babySummer nights
It's summer nights
Come on
Send "Summer Nights" Ringtone to your Cell

Fire Burning - Sean Kingston....

Kingston

Let’s Go Hey, hey, hey

Red One

Hey Hey Shawty got that super thing

Hotter than the sun of south in spain

Got me soon as I walked through the door

My pocket started tickle-ing

The way she dropped it low that thang

Got me wanna spend my money on her,

her She get it pop it lock it drop it,

That birthday cake,

Got a candle, need to blow that crazy flame away

Now take my red, black card and my jewellery

Shawty is cool like the fire, Cool like fire

Somebody call 911

Shawty fire burning on the dance floor

Whoa I gotta cool her down

She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor

Whoa

She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor

That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Shes fire burning fire burning on the dance floor

That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Fire burning fire burning

That body is a masterpiece

The order is one in every hundred years

But ain’t no doubt i’m taking it home

I'M AFRAID WE'LL BLOW THEM LEGS

Little mama game is about to change

She’ll be on covers over the world

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake

Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away

Take my red, black card and my jewellery

Shawty is cool like the fire Cool like fire

Somebody call 911

Shawty fire burning on the dance floor

Whoa I gotta cool her down

She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor

Whoa

She’s fire burning,

fire burning on the dance floor

That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor

That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

She got that fire in her dance that’ll make them fella’s run around

Hey

No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more

Hey

She got that fire in her dance that’ll make them fella’s run around ???

get outta my way , everybody, sing it now

No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake

Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away

Take my red , black card and my jewellery

Shawty is cool like the fire

Cool like fire

Somebody call 911

Shawty fire burning on the dance floor

Whoa I gotta cool her down

She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor

Whoa

She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor

That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor

That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Somebody call 911

Kiss a Girl - Keith Urban

To kiss and tell

It's just not my style
But the night is young And it's been awhile

And she broke my heart

Broke it right in two

And it's fixing time

But I'm feeling like I'm finally ready to

Find, find somebody new

I wanna kiss a girl

I wanna hold her tight

And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight

Don't wanna go too far

Just to take it slow

But I shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world
I wanna kiss a girl

It's that moment when

You start closing in

First you're holding back

Then surrendering

It can start a fire

Light up the sky

Such a simple thing

Do you wanna try?

Are you ready to

Say goodbye

To all these blues?

I wanna kiss a girl

I wanna hold her tight

And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight

don't wanna go too far

Just to take it slow

But I shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world

I wanna kiss a girl

'Cause, baby, tonight

It could turn into the rest of our lives

Oh yeah

Are you ready?(Are you ready?)

Are you ready(Are you ready)

To cross that line?

Put your lips on mine

Ooh, put your lips on mine, baby
Do you wanna try?Are you ready to

Say goodbye

To all these blues?

I wanna kiss a girl

I wanna hold her tight

And maybe make a little magic, baby

Don't wanna go too far

Just to take it slow

Don't want you to be lonely

I shouldn't be lonely

I wanna kiss a girl

I wanna hold her tight

And maybe make a little magic in the moonlight

Don't wanna go too far

Just to take it slow

But I shouldn't be lonely in this big ol' world

I wanna kiss a girl

I said I wanna kiss a girl

Whoa ho, whoa ho

I wanna kiss a girl

I wanna hold her tight

I wanna make a little magic

Out under the moonlight

Ooh I wanna kiss you now

Summer is better than thought

I Have nothing to really talk about. I know I should write something. I went to a baseball game and that was fun. Also I went to Myrtle Beach earlier in the summer and had alot of fun their. And the boys.... Wow.... Anyways, That is alll I have to say. I had a HUGE party and that was messy but, all in all fun and lastly hanging out wit my cousin's but, MOSTLY I have been hanging out with my neighbor everyday. The worst part I would of had to say was band/choir camp but, now that I think about it I REALLY miss it. I can not wait intell school starts. I am really excited mostly for the new choir this year.... I know nerdy right???? Ok well I am gonna go. I know this Pic has like nothing to do with the blog but, Whatever. Ok here:

"Take me out to the ball game,Take me out with the crowd.Buy me some peanuts and cracker jack,I don't care if I never get back,Let me root, root, root for the home team,If they don't win it's a shame.For it's one, two, three strikes, you're out,At the old ball game."

The King of pop, MJ, Jacko, Wacko Jacko, "The Gloved one", Genius, Musical Genius, Creep, Inspiration, Superstar, chamillion

Do you know who I am talking about yet???? It is 2 days away from a week since Michael Jackson, and American Legend, had died at his LA home June 25Th 2009. For this event I did not know how to react.... Sad, happy. I was actually confused. I could of never expected it. Up in tell now I had not realized much about Michael Jackson. I know that he was ugly, he was different and had 3 kids. I just never knew his success, only his faults (including the baby over the balcony part. Which I believe was him just trying to show his baby off.) I guess that is what happens.

I never knew the music I knew how to sing along to was the King of pop himself. I only knew his change in skin tone and his supposed affection for young boys. I did not know he INVENTED the moon walk I wanna learn so bad that I could just scream or that he married the King of rock and Roll's daughter.

See the day that MJ died I believe will be like 911. Everyone but, me remembers where they were when it happened. I remember this event. It was the afternoon I believe around 5. The news was on and I heard at my grandmas on the way outside that Michael Jackson was sent to the hospital. I did not know why then my cousin said "Michael Jackson was arrested." I than heard MJ, The King of Pop was Dead. Turned out he was in CARDIAC arrest not being arrested. First I was happy because, he was sooo ugly and I did not care but, than over the next few days, he was all the rage. Every other channel on the TV was about Michael Jackson. I had to of watched at least 6 hours of the man we call The King of POP.

Michael Jackson started off with the Jackson 5 with his 4 brothers as the youngest but, the leader and singer of the group. He had an abusive father but, that did not stop him. He soon became to old for the Jackson 5 and started to sing solo. This is where he got his great hits with his dancing and hi pitched voice. He was loved everywhere. His biggest selling album, Thriller. My personal favorite of Michael's is Beat It. Sometime in between that Michael got 2nd degree burns from his hair catching on fire during a Pepsi commerical. Making the 1st nose surgery a must however the others he says was because, of breathing issues. However others say it is because his nose was too big. After that Michael started to change. What he said at some point was a medical condition causing his skin color to change was really the bleaching of his skin from wanting to be lighter, which went a little too far. I personally liked Jackson the way he was before because, he scares the crap out of me now. Jacko as they called him was soon filed for molesting a cancer victim at Michael home, Neverland ranch and then was said a little after that that he had done it again. After all that happened, Jackson had to close Neverland ranch because of charges or debt of the incident. He was plead not guilty and he was saved from being thrown in jail. Than their were MJ's kids. Prince, Michael Joseph Jackson Jr; Paris Michael Jackson and Prince Michael Jackson 3rd also known as "blanket." All I can say is that Jackson kept his kids hidden when in public with head wear such as masks and ETC because of offensive reasons. I am sorry to say that I can not explain the whole real parent what happened situation for Jackson's kids because, even I got confused.

MJ was only about a week away from his 50day final concert tour before he died. He was 50 years old.

His body will be taken back to Neverland Ranch, his home, and up for viewing for the public on Friday.

Michael Jackson was awesome when he was on stage and in his days and, always will. But, when it came to him being all anyone ever wanted on the streets and off stage Michael was the one everyone hated. He was the greatest dancer that ever lived and had almost the same faint as the previous king of Music Elvis Presley. His Music will be missed and so will his moves that everyone who has not already wants to learn.

He broke the barrier when it came to an African Americans music on MTV and he was loved everywhere for his performances at least once to everyone. Michael Jackson was the king of POP , No doubt about it.

P.S (no I am not going to write this long of a blog for the oxy clean man who died only, what, 3 days ago.)

I do not know what to write.

so.... Things have not been so swell. I feel as though I am writting to myself but, I guess I can not change that. Ok so I am hungry.... I need to find some friends.... BYE!!!!

Sumer

The rain is pouring down hard at least, it was when I woke up at 12:30 this afternoon. Though the rain may have settled you still can hear the occasional sound of thunder hitting the clouds and the cars swooshing by as the rain hits there tires. I have the TV on and I am in my Scrubs and a soccer jersey wishing there was something to do. Somewhere to go, something to make me feel less like this summer is just sucky. It was just like I said it would be but, completely different than what I thought it to be. I feel useless. I want to exercises but, last night gave me a massive headache. Staying up late never makes me feel good but, I may have felt a little better if the phone had not woke me up this morning. I am just glad it did not rain yesterday but, why does it have to rain at all. This is not summer, it can't be. Always I will remember last summer, Always and unfortunately I will remember this one. I have to say, I miss the stress, the tension and the Drama of life with others, with my friends that I miss and with the things I so much miss. Getting up early in the morning and going to bed late for a reason as well as getting dressed just right for a reason. And, looking forward to seeing the people I love. It would be fine not going to school if it was like a summer is supposed to be. Sweating hot and dry weather; Vacation; swimming in a pool; parties and friends just over. Going up north is always fun and lets not forget being able to do stuff. What I really want to do, Make some money and for it to be July already.

People are Crazy.

I had to show you guys this song because, it reminded me of my cousin. His Dad is a preacher and he drinks beer. This is for him except for this is a country song and believe me Billy Currington.



This old man and me, were at the bar and we

Were having us some beers and swaping i don't cares
Talking politics, blonde and red-head chicks
Old dogs and new tricks and habits we aint kicked

We talked about gods grace and all the hell we raised
Then i heard the ol' man say;
God is great, beer is good and people are crazy

He said "i fought two wars,
Been married and divorced"
What brings you to ohio?
He said "damned if i know"
We talked an hour or two about every girl we knew
What all we put them through
Like two old boys will do

We pondered life an death
He light a cigarette
He said "these damn things will kill me yet;
But god is great, beer is good and people are crazy"

Last call it's 2am, i said goodbye to him
I never talk to him again
Then one sunny day, i saw the old mans face
Front page obituary, he was a millionaree
He left his fortune to some guy he barely knew, his kids were mad as hell
But me, i'm doing well
And i drop by today, to just say thanks and pray, i left a six-pack right there on his grave and i said; god is great,
Beer is good, and people are crazy.

God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy.

God is great, beer is good, and people are crazy.

Who Care's

No one probaly notices or cares but, I have not blogged in a while so I will just put another song I have stuck in my head. It is not the nicest song but, I can not stop singing it.

We went out last night

Like we swore we wouldn’t do

Drank too much beer last night

A lot more than we wanted to

There were girls from Argentina and Arkansas

Maine, Alabama and Panama

All mixed together and having a ball
Chorus

Yeah, we went went out last night

One thing started leading to another

Out last night

Getting to know everybody and their mother

There were two karaoke girls drunk on a dare

Singing “I Got You Babe” by Sonny and Cher

Yeah, life was good everywhere

We went out last night
Well you know I’m a music man

I grew up in east Tennessee

Last night I was everything

When I got a few drinks in me

I was a doctor, a lawyer, a senator’s son

Brad Pitt’s brother and a man on the run

Anything I thought would get the job done
Chorus

Yeah we went out last night

One thing started leading to another

Out last night

Getting to know everybody and their mother

There were people doing body shots up on the bar

Jimmy in a fist fight out by the car

Everybody was some kind of star

When we went out last night
Well the fact that I’m still breathing

Means that I must have survived

And that I lived to go out with my friends again tonight
Chorus

Oh, We went out last night

One thing started leading to another

Out last night

Everybody started loving on each other
They were dancing on the tables

And howling at the moon

Pairing up together and pretty soon

There was not a sole in sight

When we went out last night

Gone Country - Don't Know when I will be back

Something has gone completely wrong with me. I am very serious about my Country music loving self. I used to hate all country but, Taylor Swift but, now every morning I turn on CMT and listen to there music videos Favorite Video so far is the Taylor Swifts newest one. All day I had this Song Stuck in my head.

Falling for a small town southern girl
She's got me going where I told myself I'd never go
Oh I really ought to play it cool
Or maybe I'm just love's fool...

(chorus)
If I'm right
If it's real
If she's really mine to steal
Then so what
I don't need to worry about anything
But how she's making me feel, so fine
She's a rush that I wanna know all the time
And all I got to say about everything else, is so what

I'm back to the long, long list of reasons
Trying to justify why I should cut and run
Without getting into where I've been
I don't want another
Here we go, here we go again

(chorus)
If I'm right
If it's real
If she's really mine to steal
Then so what
I don't need to worry about anything
But how she's making me feel, so fine
She's a rush that I wanna know all the time
And all I got to say about everything else, is so what

Something's telling me
She's the anecdote to all this lonely
The only one to keep me holding on...

If I'm right
If it's real
If she's really mine to steal
Then so what
I don't need to worry about anything
But how she's making me feel, so fine
She's a rush that I wanna know all the time
And all I got to say about everything else
If it ain't about the girl, then everything else, is so what
So what, so what... so what

And if you are wondering what it is it is by the Carter Twins and it is called "So what" I have turned to the Country Side. "Gone Country Don't know when I will be back. It was unexpected."

Life: Friday Nights, Friends, Crushes, Being Crushed, Feelings, Texting, Laughs, Technology.... Teenager

For those who may not realize or remember it, life as a teenager is difficult. The few categories I can think of are as follows by the paragraphs.

Friday Nights

Friday nights as you see on TV are a big thing. There is something wrong if your child is not out on a Friday night. Well when there is no where to go on a Friday night without a license then there is a problem. "yes mother something is wrong I do have somewhere to go but, I have no way to get there." That is how it goes and that is what brings me here writing my blog and getting fat by the second. My neighbors, may talk to me at school and pick on me everyone in a while but, it is not like they are right there. My family sits and like any other American family watches TV, Eats and on the special occasion naps or takes a bath. Trust me if I had more than a permit or knew anyone with a licence I would be outta here. Being at the event that my school is having would be Great but, I can't. So I sit in my green scrubs because i wore my periwinkle ones all the other days I was at home doing the same because, I have not yet met someone willing to take me somewhere.

Friends

My friends are what keeps me up during school and keeps me laughing. They are there for me and have my back. Note...., You may not realize it but, friends are everywhere. They are there to give you a hug when you need one, and there to ask you if you are OK. They are the ones who ask you how you are doing and tell you stuff to make you feel better. Friends are the people who bring back the memories that make you laugh so hard you get a detention. That is how they are. Friends. They just keep you alive and when there is something you need to know they tell you and when you need someone behind you to fall on they are behind you.... Telling you what makes you so great. They give you the opportunity to forever feel good about yourself and the life you have.

I like him does he like me????

When someone tells there friend that they like someone there friends tell someone else and sooner or later every one knows.... Including the person who you like. Next thing you know it seems like they like you but, you don't know because, it may just be them acting like that. Or when you like someone above you and you know they don't like you back but, every time you are around them or they ask the smallest thing you get excited. You think "did they talk to me?OMG they did!!!!"

Being Crushed.

Being crushed is apart of life. I have been crushed once by someone and many times by myself. Than again I think most of all I hurt ALLOT of guys. That is because, I can be pretty mean. I think it is because, I do not know what do do so I resort to being mean and awful. This has meant only having a boyfriend for a week, People hating you, and you hurting inside. People are crushed all the time. Such as when someone gets the courage to ask someone else to the Prom or Homecoming and the person says no. The worst thing is when someone says no and a rude comment like "You are ugly". No matter what happens though when you get crushed everything gets awkward.

When you date your best friend it will never be the same when it ends. It will be awkward in the halls and saying "hi" will be worse. Trust me. You can try all you want but, all that will happen is you will end up FINALLY being able to look at that person and all you will think about is " What went wrong????"

Feelings.

Feelings are different in high school. Seriously they are. You have to put up with allot. You can't get upset with what all these people say because, people are always saying mean things. They think it is a joke but, it is really just hurting. Some people laugh at what happens to them but, in the end it happens to be that, the person is crying inside. The people who are uncomfortable with themselves just become more insecure and can not handle it but, it is what makes other happy. There is no one to run to when you get sad in high school and that is why you need friends.

Texting and Technology

EVERYONE had texting.... just Not me!!!! I am not RESPONSIBLE enough for the opportunity to have texting and since my parents broke there phone I have the first phone ever made. At least it appears that way. The blackberry, IPhone, Juke, Chocolate, LG XENON and many more. Yes there is so much and on the I Phone you can drink beer, light a lighter, Use a light saber and more. The Internet has gone wireless into that little phone that goes in your purse or pocket but, do not forget it has a camera and a touch screen. That is today's Teens technology and next years future just begging.

Laughs

Laughs are laughs. The average teen gets depressed very easily and what keeps them happy is real laughing. Not only does laughing make you happy but, it also makes you loose weight. I am not calling you fat just saying there is nothing wrong with laughing and it is all good. The one thing you just have to remember is that what makes you laugh the most is having good friends with great memories to laugh about.

Teens need something to do, They need to have fun, friends and social interaction other than just at school. I need to get OUT OF THIS PRISON!!!! I wanna go to a party and have fun.

Uncomfortable

Ummmm.... I am thinking of what to say. I remembered what I wanted to say but, now I seemed to of forgotten.

Ohhhh OK now I remember. My Choir Teacher was teaching us about insecurity. It was said that we do stupid things we may not realize because, we are not very secure with ourselves. So since I was smart, I put my hair in my face for one of his examples and guess who got called to the front. Than the teacher made my stand one tile square away from a guy and I had to stand up straight and just look at him. It got very uncomfortable very fast. I quickly went back to my seat and my teacher said "See than you think 'does he like me????'" Ever since my puppy died on Easter and Having the feeling I almost died myself I realized I need to do more in life but, what???? I need to be more outgoing. that I did not learn from the the series for unfortunate events I have had but, from a Mentally disordered kid at my school who seemed stalkerish as he kept watching me. Though I did not let that bring me down. Still, My puppy died on Easter; I got in a car accident; I got a partial stalker and since my EX boyfriend and my old best friend that just earned my trust back sent me the nastiest E-mail I have ever gotten. I still did not let it bring me down because, just previously I found out that I have better friends I thought I did and that life is full of surprises like, finding you are hotter than you thought you were. When we thought that life was going to get worse after our loss we gained more than we could have wanted. Or at least I did. Now see it may be uncomfortable to see changes or to look someone in the eye. You may be uncomfortable to live your life different than you thought but, God make things happen for a reason and everything is happening great because, of what happened to me and I am living every day I like have dreamed of ALWAYS!!!! So if you are ever asked to look someone in the eye don't be insecure because, the next day may be your last and everyday you have a chance of dying maybe even for the stupidest reasons so.... Why not live your life????

Hang out with friends and be there for them. Excuse me while I enjoy my day because, I prayed.

Life so far

It is something that no one realizes the good in life is all around. What people do not realize is Even though things happen.... Life is still great because, no matter what you still have friends, family and at least one person who cares about you. They are all over you and no matter what you can always know that god is watching over you. So always remember that. Take it from a person who knows epecially when you have had as bad luck as me. My dog dying, My mom on training and nothing to do during spring break but, my friends have made me happy and are always there. That is what makes life great. Friend: Someone who makes you smile when you are down; brings back the best of memories and is there when you need it. Most of all they help you celebrate!!!!

Hey

Long Time no type. Leave a comment. Does not matter on what does not matter. TV, People or anything. BOOOOORED I am!!!!!

Do you get it????

Ok guys here it goes. This is my new blog as you can see. Most people are now confused by it. So here it is. Alright I am not blogging with Songs. Sometimes I make them up. Most of the time it is by another artist. This is because everytime I am listening to a song I compare think of something So I am writting down songs depending what I am thinking about or how my day was. Sometimes it may even just be one I have heard latley and really like. So either way that is how it is. So instead of boring you with these stories of my life I will let you enjoy with lyrics to a song.

La La Land - Demi Lavato (hate her love the lyrics

Lyrics to La La Land :

I am confident But I still have my moments Baby,

that's just me I'm not a supermodel I still eat McDonald's Baby, that's just me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything

Because of where I Had my start and

where I made my name Well,

everything's the same

In the la-la land machine

Machine, machine

Who said I can't wear my Converse with my dress

Well, baby, that's just me [ah]

Who says I can't be single And have to go out and mingle

Baby, that's not me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything

'cause of where I Had my start and where I made my name

Well, everything's the same In the la-la land...

Tell me, do you feel the way I feel

'Cause nothing else is real In the la-la land machine

Well, some may say I need to be afraid Of losing everything

Because of where I Had my start

and where I made my name

Well, everything's the same

In the la-la land machine

Well, I'm not gonna change

In the la-la land machine

Well, I will stay the same

In the la-la land machine

Machine Machine

I won't change anything in my life

I won't change anything in my life

I'm staying myself tonight

I'm staying myself tonight

La, la, la, la, la

[ La La Land Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ]

In Too Deep - Sum 41

The faster were falling,

Were stopping and stalling

Were running in circles again

Just as things were looking up

You said it wasnt good enough.

But still were trying one more time.

Maybe were just trying to hard.

When really its closer than it is too far

Cause Im in too deep,

and Im trying to keep,

Up above in my head,

instead of going under.

Cause Im in too deep,

and Im trying to keep,

Up above in my head,

instead of going under.

Instead of going under.

Seems like each time

Im with you I loose my mind,

Because Im bending over backwards to relate.

Its one thing to complain

But when youre driving me insane

Well then I think its time that we took a break.

Maybe were just trying to hard.

When really its closer than it is too far

Cause Im in too deep,

and Im trying to keep,

Up above in my head,

instead of going under

Cause Im in too deep,

and Im trying to keep,

Up above in my head,

instead of going under.

Instead of going under.

Instead of going under.

I cant sit back and wonder why.

It took so long for this to die.

And I hate it when you fake it

You cant hide it you might as well embrace it

So believe me its not easy

It seems that somethings telling me,

Cause Im in too deep,

and Im trying to keep,

Up above in my head,

instead of going under.

Cause Im in too deep,

and Im trying to keep,

Up above in my head,

instead of going under.

Instead of going under.

Instead of going under.

Instead of going under again.

Instead of going under.

Instead of going under again.

Instead of going under again

tag

I was tagged
1. I think cats smell bad
2. I think puppy's are cute
3. I like choclate
4. I have a drive way
5. I am sick of snow
6. I think Sweat pants are nice
7. I have a vacum
8. I can read
9. I know my ABC's
10.Chapstick keeps my lips from chaping
11. I think gay people are wrong
12. Abortion should be illegal
13. Obama Sucks
14. Obama can not be christan
15. I Hate pokemon
16.I think whatever is in the bowl next to me looks like barf
17. I think killing horses for glue is wrong
18. I want a million dollars
19. I think trees are tall
20.I think wrestling is fake
21. I think this is a con to have people find more information about you so they can come and rape you
22. I think police men are nice when they have donuts
23.I think someone is mad I am not saying more
24. Racist people should be racist about theresleves too.
25. I wear mismatched socks
26. I can add 2+2
27. I can count to 10
28. I live in a box
29. I don't wanna be eatin by a shark
30. I am sick of people putting money in my coffee when I sit on a bench
31.I hate when dogs bark at me
32. I do not like it when kids ask there mom why I look ugly
33. I am sick of hobos asking to be my friend
34. I am smart.
35. i do not like hold music
36. I hate technology
37. I have a body guard

I Melt with you

Moving forward using all my breath,

Being friends with you was never second best,

And I saw the world crashing all around your face,

Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace.

I'll stop the world and melt with you

You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time

And there's nothing you and I won't do

I'll stop the world and melt with you

(You should know better) Dream of better lives the kind which never hate

(You should see) Trapped in a state of imaginary grace

(You should know better) I made a pilgrimage to save this human's race

(You should see) Never comprehending a race that's long gone by

(Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you

(Let's stop the world) You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time

And there's nothing you and I won't do

(Let's stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you

The future's open wide

I'll stop the world and melt with you

(I'll stop the world) You've seen some changes and it's getting better all the time

And there's nothing you and I won't do
(I'll stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you

The future's open wide

I'll stop the world

I'll stop the world

I'll stop the world

I'll stop the world and melt with you

(I'll stop the world) You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time

And there's nothing you and I won't do

(I'll stop the world) I'll stop the world and melt with you

I'll stop the world and melt with you (I'll stop the world and melt with you)

I'll stop the world and melt with you (I'll stop the world and melt with you)