Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Latley


Sometimes I miss your smile. I go to school everyday and watch you threw the halls. You make others laugh but, I am all alone. Everytime you smile it makes me laugh; the times you do nothing I just crack. I couldn't take it cause you made my laugh go wild. I have not laughed in forever and I know I shouldn't see you but, I miss the way you talked to me and made my laugh go as far as a mile. On the way home; randomly in class; I laugh so hard my life could go by so fast, I miss your smile.
I can't go a day without thinking about you. You being in my class dosen't help too. I know I don't know you well at all but, When I see your face I just can't help but, almost cry. You make me go wild. I feel like mush. I wanna talk to you so badly I feel like i'm being crushed. A day without your face a second without that stupid little laugh and the things in the past boy I think I'd crash. I just feel like I will just burst if you don't talk to me at last. I miss the life that was worth while. I want to see that small little smile aimed at me maybe just once in a while.
I feel like I am lost cause you always looked bumed. You don't make me laugh no more and it makes me feel dumb. I need the pain to go. I need to be rid right now. Make me day better make it feel less grum. I feel like I could screm I feel like I could cry because, it ain't the same as before, i'm not gonna lie. School ain't worth the while. I just want you to laugh in mid scentence; just tell a random joke. Give me a sign not a sad look. Help me out with my life that feels like a bust. Make it go away what I feel inside. You lost your Smile.

I know you try to make me laugh, your happy all the time. You make funny looks, I may smile but, I am glum inside. you put up with my complaining. You help me with my homework on your time. You listen to my stories; act like you care about my dreams. I know that you are tryin to help me and, I am really hard to please. Thank-you for being their all the time. I thank-you for your smile.

Last year was great we had alot of fun. You were funny, made me laugh but, now your just a slum. Your always sad, it makes me depressed too. Life is hard and so are you. Their is not a way around. I have already tried. I look at your face and for you I wanna cry. I feel bad cause of what I say that probaly help hurt your day but, the truth is its because, I don't exactly know what to say. You feel like everyones against you like a trial. Please Please Smile.

Why do you do this to me I try try try. So far this year I have only had 4 laughs and 24 smiles. That ain't alot especially since last year was a memory that is in my head like a file. Man I just want to laugh everyday and always own a great big smile. Latley I have lost the meaning of a smile.
Just make me smile.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

WOW...