Chinese

All I can say is today was OK. Not as good as yesterday and not as bad as lately but, the best thing that has happened so far today is, MY MOM WANTS TO GO TO CHINESE!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!! I hope that my dad calls back and there food is good because, our usual restaurant closed down so we are trying a new on at $5 per person on the buffet. So hope it is good pray please. I actually for once did not talk to this kid that gets on my nerves and, sorry I have no pic today I haven't one for this event. 

The Best Day EVER!!!!

Today was what I would say one of my best days in a long time. I can not name one thing that went wrong, besides the fact I did not get Chinese food. I don't know why I was so happy today. Maybe it was because, of Saturday or what, I really don't know. All I do know is I enjoyed my day so much today no one could runin it. The question I keep asking myself is "Why can't I be like this everyday?" and "Why am I extremely happy today?" Maybe it was the face on my friend in his picture or the thing he said; maybe it was the fact that this weekend was the best I had ever had; maybe the fact that it was a new week; or becuase I am happy I am alive. I hope I can be like this everyday. I can not wait intell tommorow. Hope I will be this happy again.

HOMECOMING 2008

If someone happens to ask me how my very first homecoming was all I have to say is "The best night of my life." In the beginning I did not know how to dance. I looked stupid so I thought when I did dance. Than a friend told me I just have to loosen up, who cares what you look like, have Little fun with it. Having fun is all that counts. So.... I did exactly that and, I ended up having the best night of my life. I did not end up any song at all. I only missed dancing for 10 minutes out of 4 hours and it was a blast. I did any dance one person can think of... Slow dancing, to just moving back;  getting down low low low low low low low to just jumping up and down and throwing your hands in the Ayer. I will never forget that night, September 27Th 2008. A night to remember, I just wish I had more pictures to show people but, I only have 4 because, I was too, busy dancing. I will get more from others soon but, I am glad I got to have fun rather than take pictures of other people enjoying it. The only bad thing about the night was today my feet hurt and, Dans date left when we got there luckily, my best friend Abby got from Dateless to dancing with Dan. and the best part was, having fun with the ones that make me happy, my friends. Thank -you to everyone who cares. Out of all of spirit week Saturday was the best. And Uncle Tom, Ben says "Hi" and I will not get to see a preacher off. 

BLUE AND GOLD DAY

Ok So here it goes....Blue and Gold Day

I told you in my last log that I was going to tell about the Powder Puff, The pep rally, and the fun of being a freshman in high school.  When you walked in the school, everyone was wearing blue and gold, even though we needed five items.  Everybody was excited, and so were the teachers, which meant no work.  ATA kids got to miss tech because of the special occassion.  after B lunch i'm sure that people trying to get down the road were getting peeved because there was a neverending line of kids on the sidewalk.  we had four cheerleaders that were trying there best while the rest of the freshmen just cheered along.  The greatest thing about poweder puff was getting to sit across the street with your friendsand finding out that the freshmen won against the seniors. after we got back to the school, our very first pep rally began.  i screamed so loud that i couldn't even talk.  the pep rally wasnt all that i was expecting but it was pretty good.  after school me and a few of my friends walked to subway and down to the church to work on the float where we met my cousin to march in the parade with us.  even though we made third place, we know that we worked hard compared to the juniors.after the parade, the powder puff was about to start.  the game wasnt as fun as i expected,we lost to the juniors but i htink that they deserved to win after what happened to their float.  we didnt get let off the loose very much with my fatherbut we froze 'em on the field and thats all that counts.  five games, five wins, zero losses.  forty seven-zero.  victory is ours. BLUE AND GOLD!   

Animal Day

Today was Animal Day. I know, I know I am getting annoying with this whole day by day Spirit week update but, look at the bright side for me and you. For you tomorrow is the last day of spirit week and, for me tomorrow is the big game against the snowman. That is right. Tomorrow I will be blogging about our Float, Powder puff; pep Rally, football game; Hanging with friends and one of the most Remembered times of my freshman year. Here are the pictures for today. Dog Man was a big hit and so were the cat like appearances. Also just to let you know I really do not care if you show this to people because I went into a grocery store looking mismatched. I am proud to be participating in Spirit week and, I want EVERYONE to know. 

Color Day

Today was differant. Not like not in any real way, It is hard to explain lets just say it was a good day. Let me tell you aabout it. Today was color day so I wore Red/orange. Allot of people were so that made me happy. As usual the first half of my day was good actually, today it was GREAT! In art I got to take lots of pictures because I had a full batterie on my camera and I had fun fun with my face paint. Me and my friends put Freshmen on our arms and our class year on our faces, It was a blast. The second half of my day is always suckier and always brings me down. I have no idea why but, I think it has to do with none of my last classes being exciting. Math I can not talk to my friends because, they sit across the room and Spitting Mr.Lee is just Mr. Lee the spitter. I can not wait till Friday because the football games are always fun and my cousin is going. Also we had a float party today and that was a blast tommorow is the last one and I am staying after school to paint windows. Hopefully tommrow will be as fun as today was. CHEERS!!!! (that was really corny:)

Lets just say.... BUMMED

Have you ever felt bummed because your friends are???? Well I do. I feel that even if I am not the reason they are sad I am the reason they are not happy. I don't think I am a good friend because, I don't ask them what is wrong. Am I a bad friend for not helping them or trying to make them happy. I feel bad seeing my friend look so depressed and me just laughing. I feel like I am not a good friend at all. I need to be more helpfull.... Maybe

Four is my favorite Number!

As the people who REALLY Know me know my favorite number is the awesome and brillant 4. I love for and now four years later from having the number I added another four so my number is 44 but, really four. In 4 more years it will be 444 because that is my cycle. As of today September 23 2008 there are 4 more days intell my first Homecoming. 4 more months intell the new year and 4 more weeks intell my cousin's birthday. Four is a number to have and it is Even so it balances my life.... Here is to 4. And bless the people who were sad and depressed today because they depress me too.

Mis-Match Day

Today was Tuesday... That means MIS-MATCH DAY!!!! Apparently my Camera decided to bale on me and die soo.... I have no pics. Althoug I can descibe my outfit. Just imagine, red, White and blue Soccer jersey; Black tank top; Green capri pants, oragne shorts, A regular sock, Thiegh high Sock, Sandal and my friends Shoes. You had to of seen it. Also last and not least I had to differant colors of make-up and on side of my hair up. Yea should off seen it. The begining of my day was Great and fun and of course after lunch everything just sloped down like the letters on our Freshemen Shirts. I did not get to say goodbye to my friends and the one friend I got to see on the way home was sad about something which made me even slopier. I will tell you about more of my spirit tommorow.

It was a Winter Wonderland

Yesterday was the First day of homecoming(sorry getting the pic on). Today's day was Seasons. That may not make since if I did not tell you that each grade had a season to dress up themselves and the float as. As for us, it was Winter. Of course it is easier than Fall and spring but, way to hott for fall. I hope we win Spirit week this year because I am going all out for High School. This week will be great. As long as the pinching stops. This is just a pic of one person because, My Camera died at school so it only saved one pic. It was like a winter Wonderland down the freshmen hall. Aleast we look better than our Freshmen Shirts.

A good day gone bad

Today was a better day than most weekend days. I stayed over Abby's and had fun picking on Eric. Actually I had fun watching Eric and Abby fight. Of course there is always a bad part about a day. Whoever knew that having your date call you would be far from exciting. I don't know why but, the worst think about this whole thing is the fact that he wants to pay for everything there is to pay for (except the dress, and my hair). Other than that he wants to pay for my ticket and my lunch. I told him no how many times but, he really wants to pay for it. I made up every excuse out there and there was no way to make him NOT pay. He was winning and I, was loosing. He had his sister, Dan and my mom on his side I, had No one. He hung up on me after saying "I am paying no matter what" Than I called both his and my friend Dan, who was on the other phone with Ben.We argued between his ears. I told Dan I was about to cry (and of course he told the other phone). After Dan hung up he called me back. He said, "Please let me pay. I want your first homecoming to be remembered. You can give all the other guys a hastle for the next 3 years. Just let me do this one thing." So I told him he could and I would stop. THan he said if he was there he would give me a hug. I don't know why I won't let him pay for me.

This blog that I just wrote was about the best friend a girl could ever have. Someone who cares so much he would do anything for you. He would want to waste is money on you; wear a suite when he NEVER wears one for you; and someone who sticks up for you. Someone I want to beable to call a friend for the rest of my life! I don't ever really realiaze the greatest things when they are infront of me.... Now I do

Screaming on Shoulders.

The first game I have been to this year. Not just a game... A varsity football game. Even though I do not get the game at all. all I have to do is cheer when the others do. I got to see people I have not seen for a while and I have not talked to this year. So just to let you know that even if you do not get the game or don't like to watch, just go with friends because, being able to laugh and smile with them is the funnest. The marching band looks so stupid with there chest high sespenders and a pain shoots threw my body when I see thoes helemts crash together. It is fun to laugh and have a BLAST. The only issue is that my finger hurt because of the cold but, other wise it is a barrel of fun. The best part is when I get to stand on Karly's shoulders and screamed looud loud loud.

Not a Blog since...

I have not wrote a blog about my life since September 15, 2008 and now you are probably saying "Thank-you lord" because, who wants to listen to my life. Well I will make it short just so the ones who do read it will know what happened the other day. Nothing exciting but, we have made a design for our float; my dad ended up having to do a lot more than expected; the float party was all flower making; part of it was fun because we were messing around and having fun in tell my dad yelled at us. Than after that we made more flowers and we finally got time to chill; and I almost went for a swim. So that is the end of that and that was the last few days not much but, something. This is my first pic from a few days ago of me and by Best Friend Abby.

Pictures.

I like to take Wacky pictures, as most people who know me know. Not only wacky but... REALLY stupid pictures. Although now that I think of it... What do I do with them. I can make a scrapbook, and I want to for every high school year I have but, I need to take pics and I should start now. So for thoes wacky pics I am going to start to try to post them on my blog. Tommorow I will begin soo please comment. Hopefully it will liven the blog up a little.


I will start tommorow.

Hanging out with ONLY Friends (I think)

Today was the day I was supposed to walk up town with my friend. Notice that I did not make that last word of my last sentence I wrote plural. This is because, this walk was made for one friend... me and my friend Dan, nothing more or less. we were going to subway and than the library. Well than after school Ben Begged his mother to stay and it was 3. It was all fine in tell Dan left us to go see an old teacher. Me and Ben just walking and than what do you know Matt "Skates" by on his skate board. So when Dan met up with us it was 4 (My favorite Number). Now it was fun but the only problem is the fact that Ben is changing and I don't know if it is a good way. He is becomong more like Pretty boy. He is acting weird. When ever someone finds out we are going to homecomming together they make a comments like... "So it is heating up insint it ?" and "You may go as friends but, you will come back as more." I tell them it is just as friends but, they don't believe me. I feel as if me and ben get closer together we get torn farther apart. That is what scares me though is I don't know if we will be more of less or.... JUST FRIENDS!

Today is... BORING

We missed church again. I asked my mom to wake me up in the morning because I need a new alarm clock so I have no way to wake up for church or school. So I wake up on my own this morning to find out my mom woke up this morning for church but, did not want to go. Suprisingly my mom, me and my brother are bored today. My mom said she has stuff like cleaning to do but, she really does not want to. So since my dad is out sailing with his friend we are going to meet him and me and my mom can get my shoes and my little brother and dad can go do something. Tommorow is school and I am excited to see my friends again and there is only 12 more days intell the parade and big game and 7 more days intell spirit week. High School is so much fun.

2008-2009

The sickness of the conversation of homecoming is over; Zac should join American Idol; I never said Hi to steve but, embaressed myself infront of him and Life is good. Well my life may have twists and turns or as my Math teacher says "I Zigged when I was supposed to Zag." Now that I got my dress for homecoming excitment has gotten ride of all the fears of homecoming except the fear of someone else having the same dress as me but, I am praying that no one will have the same on as me. Any ways, I am getting more exctied and I am not freaked out when my date calls. I have not been called about the plans for eating or anything just simply "Are you getting a ride to my house." Jessica my friend going with us with my other friend as her date called me about her dress but, that was cool. I was glad I could help. I am sooo excited now. I don't know why but, I am. I got my dress yesterday (it is awesome) and I got a date so the only thing that I am bummed out about is waiting. I think it will be fun. High School is getting to the more funner parts now and it gets everyone excited, My dad is suppling the hay wagon and vehicle to pull the float for the parade and I am going to the game. OUr class color is REd (My like top 5 color) and we get t-shirts which say something really stupid but, it is ok. HIGH SCHOOL IS AWESOME. Remember Freshmen are friends not food.

The sorry I never got

I learned more about 9/11 than I ever new this year. I wanted to know what I was having a moment of silent for and why a fire was so important. Than when I realized the real Damage these awful people have done and what the servivors had to see I was so sad, I was crying. That is when I realized the real meaning of when people say that saying sorry is the most inportant thing in the world. What if one of thoes people who did not make it threw the fire had Family or friends that got in a argument with them and there last words were hurtful like "I hate you" or " I wish you were never here"? I could never have a day I would not cry if I did that. All it takes is a sorry, a hug or a "I love you." What if you woke up one day or got a phone call saying that your best friends Furneral was tommorow or that your younger brother was no longer on this earth when you told them that you did not care if they got killed the next day. Don't you wanna beable to know that even though you can not see them in person they are there and you are happy that they are in a better place, Well just realize that don't say what you don't mean. One day or maybe tommorow the most important person in your life may be gone in an instant and you won't realize how awful what you said was intell you say it. The sorry that I never got or I never gave is the sorry I have to save for the rest of my life. You need to give it away. Give a Hug and tell them all the love.

Rembering the Brave

Today was the day 7 years ago was that tragic day that the twin towers Set Fire because of a terrorist attack. The victims of the horrible day are remembered today by family and friends all over. Today we all realize that we need to respect the ones that we love because one day unknowing that it will happen it may the last words you have with the ones you love. Today and for the rest of the September 11Th while we are in school and even at home we will have a moment of silence at 8:46 the time the twin towers went down and the day those people in the planes and buildings passed away. 4 planes were Hijacked this day. 2 was intended to go to the world trade center. the plane unfortunately got to the location intended for the passenger who took control; another plane was directed to the Pentagon killing everyone inside the aircraft and the most part inside the Pentagon. The fourth plane was hijacked and planned to go to the White house, Passengers fought back and the plane uncontrollably crashed into a field not harming the white house but, killing everyone in the plane because of a crash in a field. I do not know the exact amount of people whom survived and died from the Tower attack. but, I can say that the looses were millions. Only 8.6% of people evacuated as when the alarmed sounded; and 91.4% of people stayed back to complete taskes. Five times the number of 1,462. So many lives were lost and we should remember them. See http://news.ninemsn.com.au/article.aspx?id=628867 is you would like to know more info

Just another Day.

Today was not a great day at school. In the morning it was ok because, me and Maria got a laugh watching Zack just try to get breakfast in the cafeteria. Than after that it went down hill when Steve over heard me talking about him in Art and now I am scared to talk to him but, suprisingly he was talking alot and passing notes in history how freaky. Ben said hi to me today but, that was it. I think it is getting weird for both of us now and I am scared we will not be friends. That was pretty much it for the day and other wise it was pretty much like anyother day at school.... School is school and I now realize I don't love it. Today I am very excited to be home.

What a day

Ok today was a sucky and ok day. Lets start with Homeoming talk makes me sick, Zac Makes me laugh; Steves makes me happy and rumors kinda scare me also Ben ain't saying "hi" to me. Well the first 3 hours were crappy and I will let you know that I have no Idea as to why. Maybe because the bus driver told just our bus that they saw something inappropriate on the bus so they are putting girls on one side and guys on the other. Than after that in like 3rd hour we were playing soccer and this one ugly kid decided to trip me with his knee. He did not say sorry and I had to limb and hop on my right anckle because it got sprained and I could not make my leg straight because I pulled something in my theigh and to top all of it off I got hit in the face. I wanted to just cry.
It got better after that because, at lunch we saw Steve smile at lunch and in my other hour I actually got my homework done and understood it. The nexy hour was World History though which is a fun class to pass notes in but, the teacher just talks and spits and never makes anything interesting and it is funny because Steve almost falls alsleep but, of course Dan has to ruin it be trying to lip stuff about homeocming. Than ( I am sorry I keep dragging on) I had lieture and composition my last hour but, it was not as fun as usual just because we did not have time to talk.
After school we had a float building party that we were at but, Alot of people left early because it was REALLY boring and all of thoes alot were me and Abby. Than after we left they got pizza. After that it all turned out becuaase, Abby stayed over alittle so i was not bored and we went to my brothers open house and we got to see our old teachers and wander which was really fun. Except Dans mom was there and wanted to talk about homecoming.
That was my day sorry I bored you but for me it was "What a day" and tommorow I will say hi to Steve.

Confusion Beyond a Humans Belief

The thing about homecoming is I thought it would be easy. You know like pick a dress and find a ride. Yea well it isn't apparently we are going to eat, ?get pictures?, than go dance. What the heck I thought I pick who I am going with and that would be the hardest part. I thought wrong of course. Well lets start with I am the one my other friend comes to to plan with. Well why not ask the other guy going. It is supposed to be Me; my date; my friend Jessica and her date. Apparently. I thought we were all going separate. Than after that issuer is the thing that the guys think that they are paying for everything. No I would feel bad so we started an argue. I just want to go with my friends. You know just hanging out with everyone. Guess I can't always get what I want. I was really tired today even though it was only like 6 in the evening I keep yawning every like 5 minutes and it is getting annoying. I don't like to eat in front of people and I am sloppy so my dress would be all messed up after I am done with it. Unfortunately. I really don't wanna go anymore. I have to say High School is getting on my nerves now.
I have to say the person I am going with is the nicest you would ever know but, the problem is one thing, He does not make me laugh. I know it sounds stupid but, he doesn't. Maybe sometimes but, I am never really happy around him and I do not want him to think it is him, he has been real nice but, I just don't feel happy around him. The one person that makes me happy at school is my girl friends and 2 guys. They are hilarious. That is why they are like my best friends. My life is confusing but, a good one... Sometimes.

Correct me if I am wrong but,...Everyone makes mistakes.

In my blog I make a lot of spelling mistakes and I have to say I do not try to so I am very sorry if I mess you up. I am really sorry to the people who live in other countries who's main language is not English because you probably have a really hard time to understand me sooo, again I am sorry. 

Above the influence.

Yea know if you are a rapist than don't waste your time. I will just let you know right now that my information is not shared to you either and if I wanted to let you find me I would save you the trouble of having to listen to me everyday and I would probably just give you all of my information all right here. Now all I have to tell you if you are someone out to get me is Stay above the influence because, you are most likely depressed or again on drugs. It is important to respect you; yourself and others. Be the person others want you to be too. Be the one to live above the influence even, if others are different.

My Day is full of Wonder

OK I am bored today and the only thing I can say to describe my day is wonder. The correct definition for Wonder is to think or speculate curiously: to wonder about the origin of the solar system. I sit here and wonder about anything there is to wonder about. I wonder about what god has in store for me for the rest of the day and what my life has to offer. I wonder how people could not believe god is here and how people can be so cruel. I wonder why the world is full of wonder and so is my day. I wonder why I like who I like and why Matt and others like like me. The biggest wonder of my day is hard to explain. I am very tired and sad a lot of the time that is my Biggest wonder. That and I wonder... Why I am so happy at school. I will NEVER wonder though how I could have such a wonderful family and the best friends a girl could ask for.

The Best place on Earth

The one place that I like to go when I feel sad and unhappy is a place people think oppositely than I do. When I am depressed, troubled, or scared I go to school. I am always excited to go. This is because I am the happiest when I am with the people I love. My friends. The ones who make me laugh; make me take a chance; and give me a chance. They are the ones I talk to and the place where I can talk to them when I feel and be able to have someone understand me. I wake up for school and Say " A new day full of happiness." and in the end, I am disappointed to go back home. I know that sounds awful but, true. I LOVE SCHOOL. I wish I could live there. I am so lonely when I am at home. I have no one to talk to or hang out with.

Hey Pretty Boy!

The funniest thing about new people is the way people talk about them. They just make me laugh. The conversation just the other day was about how hott the new blond looks and than we moved on to the other new kid (my neighbor) and how his BLUE eyes are soooo pretty. (they are like the ones above YEA!) Yea his eyes may be pretty but, I don't know about him! LOL Just kidding. He is cool. With those eyes Yea lets just call him Pretty Boy.

Be yourself

I am bored and I am being myself. yes I am eating. What should I write about? I have nothing to do tommorow and I am bored again.

I am coming home

Homecoming is coming around the corner. I LOVE home coming because it is just so fun to hang out with your friends at the football game even, if you have no understanding of the game it is still fun. The parade is a blast and the float is always fun to build. The spirit week is so much fun because, everyone is dressed so rediculas in there outfits. Although the hardest part about homecoming is the dance. I am only going if someone asks me but, I think someone will becuase, I want to go with someone but, mostly just as friends. I have alot of friends and I am hoping it will be a blast!

This year is going to be another adeventure and a chance to be someone new
A teacher that is so boring you can nap in class in less he wakes you up from a spit blast.
Some hott new students Russel; some kid that looks like shia and the pretty blue eyes of Zack.
From the time you get to class and the funniness of the good old small school laughs
You know for a fact this is the one thing that made my summer suck
Being away from my friends and the things that they say is what made all most everyday day of summer the suckiest all the way. I made some new friends this summer and met familunknown of what they say but I enjoyed it either way what really only matters is I am here and with them today and hopefully for the rest of my life and everyday. Can't wait till tommorow to her my mom say "and make sure you have a Great Day".