Sumer

The rain is pouring down hard at least, it was when I woke up at 12:30 this afternoon. Though the rain may have settled you still can hear the occasional sound of thunder hitting the clouds and the cars swooshing by as the rain hits there tires. I have the TV on and I am in my Scrubs and a soccer jersey wishing there was something to do. Somewhere to go, something to make me feel less like this summer is just sucky. It was just like I said it would be but, completely different than what I thought it to be. I feel useless. I want to exercises but, last night gave me a massive headache. Staying up late never makes me feel good but, I may have felt a little better if the phone had not woke me up this morning. I am just glad it did not rain yesterday but, why does it have to rain at all. This is not summer, it can't be. Always I will remember last summer, Always and unfortunately I will remember this one. I have to say, I miss the stress, the tension and the Drama of life with others, with my friends that I miss and with the things I so much miss. Getting up early in the morning and going to bed late for a reason as well as getting dressed just right for a reason. And, looking forward to seeing the people I love. It would be fine not going to school if it was like a summer is supposed to be. Sweating hot and dry weather; Vacation; swimming in a pool; parties and friends just over. Going up north is always fun and lets not forget being able to do stuff. What I really want to do, Make some money and for it to be July already.