I have come to a hard problem in my life or, is it a problem? All the time when ever I say something to my mom infront of someone like can one of my friends spend the night over my mother has to make a rude remark and say "YOu only have guy friends." The only problem with her saying that is she says it to everyone. I used to be friends with alot of guys. Although for part of the summer that I was home I spent most of time that was with my friends with my long time friend Duckie and since he would invite me over his other friend Benji would be there. So since I hung out with mostly them my mom says that all the people I hang out with are boys. The truth is I only have 2 guy friends that I can call my real good friends and, the only reason I only hang out with them over the summer is because my other friend Abby I invite when I go somewhere and I know no other phone numbers because, I usually only talk to them at school and I figured we would e-mail. I think maybe I should not have anymore guy friends because, my mom makes me feel like I am doing something wrong or like I am not a girl or something and that makes me upset. I have a lot of girlfriends I just have not seen them much over the summer besides my cousin. I was watching a show today about girls and guys not being able to be friends and maybe I am weird to have friends of the oppisite gender; maybe I am just too, weird. My Girlfriends say that I am lucky to have guy friends and I am wondering how I am because, it is not fun. I want to be more girly and not have guy friends. It just ruins me I believe. I love the 2 guy friends I have now don't get me wrong but, what if I end up liking the one or they like me. It gets complicated. I just want to have more girl friends and less guy. When I am in school I am fine.
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